Just wanted to put this out there but just feeling very down and fed up right now.
I feel like this alot and at moment.
Even when things were looking good for Leeds i didnt feel the excitement or buzz i normaly get from them.
Best way i can describe it is things that normally make me happy dont seem to have any effect on me.
If someone told me i had won the lottery i feel i wouldnt het excited by it.
This is how i know something is wrong. I just feel numb about everything right now.
Ive been depressed on and off for a while but this feels differant to before.
I cant bother my wife about it. She has her own pressures and worries.
I dont even care if Leeds balls it up again.
I am sorry if any of you are feeling like this too.
Take care people.
Feeling down right now
posted on 15/8/20
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 6 minutes ago
comment by 1 Star Bandit (Scunner) (U22287)
posted 11 minutes ago
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 6 minutes ago
Scunner, you sure we can't keep your account open? Threads sometimes get out of hand, but it's no big issue, it happens.
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I am really ashamed that i responded with language which could be deemed as homophobic which is not who i am.
I thought that my account would be suspended because of it so thought it was the best ting to do.
How do i apologise to the 2 users who i aimed it at?
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Honestly don't worry about it. Stuff like that happens all the time on here, folk sometimes make mistakes or misspeak in anger. It's the internet. As along as we aim to be nicer that's all we can do.
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Thats really good of you to be so understanding.
I also worry what the other users on the Leeds board think.of me if they saw it.
I will take a break from it for a while.
Thanks and take care
posted on 15/8/20
Scunner, take break, recharge, come back when you're ready pal!
posted on 15/8/20
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 1 hour, 43 minutes ago
comment by 1 Star Bandit (Scunner) (U22287)
posted 11 minutes ago
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 6 minutes ago
Scunner, you sure we can't keep your account open? Threads sometimes get out of hand, but it's no big issue, it happens.
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I am really ashamed that i responded with language which could be deemed as homophobic which is not who i am.
I thought that my account would be suspended because of it so thought it was the best ting to do.
How do i apologise to the 2 users who i aimed it at?
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Honestly don't worry about it. Stuff like that happens all the time on here, folk sometimes make mistakes or misspeak in anger. It's the internet. As along as we aim to be nicer that's all we can do.
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I’ll second that, we’ve all done some daft things on here. I can think of a 900 post thread which I referred to fieldsofanfield as Faanny the whole time winding him up on a number of things, he gave it back too, and Winston turned up with a brand of pedantry that would put anything you think you’ve done to shame
And then it’s all forgotten about, a new day, everyone moves on. So never beat yourself up about things like that.
posted on 15/8/20
scunner man up lad, no bother, move on & on & on & on
posted on 15/8/20
comment by 1 Star Bandit (Scunner) (U22287)
posted 4 hours, 54 minutes ago
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 6 minutes ago
Scunner, you sure we can't keep your account open? Threads sometimes get out of hand, but it's no big issue, it happens.
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I am really ashamed that i responded with language which could be deemed as homophobic which is not who i am.
I thought that my account would be suspended because of it so thought it was the best ting to do.
How do i apologise to the 2 users who i aimed it at?
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We all do stuff that is not pc or nice in anger, depression, or comedy.
Don't beat yourself up.
The lgbt mob are the most sanctimonius and hostile crew you could meet, outside the Leeds Service Crew.
They hate feminists and women's groups mate....
You are either a hater or not.
I think you are not.
posted on 15/8/20
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 4 hours, 43 minutes ago
comment by 1 Star Bandit (Scunner) (U22287)
posted 11 minutes ago
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 6 minutes ago
Scunner, you sure we can't keep your account open? Threads sometimes get out of hand, but it's no big issue, it happens.
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I am really ashamed that i responded with language which could be deemed as homophobic which is not who i am.
I thought that my account would be suspended because of it so thought it was the best ting to do.
How do i apologise to the 2 users who i aimed it at?
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Honestly don't worry about it. Stuff like that happens all the time on here, folk sometimes make mistakes or misspeak in anger. It's the internet. As along as we aim to be nicer that's all we can do.
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This.🍻
posted on 15/8/20
comment by Ole-Dirty-Baztard (U19119)
posted 2 hours, 57 minutes ago
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 1 hour, 43 minutes ago
comment by 1 Star Bandit (Scunner) (U22287)
posted 11 minutes ago
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 6 minutes ago
Scunner, you sure we can't keep your account open? Threads sometimes get out of hand, but it's no big issue, it happens.
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I am really ashamed that i responded with language which could be deemed as homophobic which is not who i am.
I thought that my account would be suspended because of it so thought it was the best ting to do.
How do i apologise to the 2 users who i aimed it at?
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Honestly don't worry about it. Stuff like that happens all the time on here, folk sometimes make mistakes or misspeak in anger. It's the internet. As along as we aim to be nicer that's all we can do.
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I’ll second that, we’ve all done some daft things on here. I can think of a 900 post thread which I referred to fieldsofanfield as Faanny the whole time winding him up on a number of things, he gave it back too, and Winston turned up with a brand of pedantry that would put anything you think you’ve done to shame
And then it’s all forgotten about, a new day, everyone moves on. So never beat yourself up about things like that.
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And this.
posted on 15/8/20
comment by 1 Star Bandit (Scunner) (U22287)
posted 4 hours, 35 minutes ago
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 6 minutes ago
comment by 1 Star Bandit (Scunner) (U22287)
posted 11 minutes ago
comment by Admin1 (U1)
posted 6 minutes ago
Scunner, you sure we can't keep your account open? Threads sometimes get out of hand, but it's no big issue, it happens.
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I am really ashamed that i responded with language which could be deemed as homophobic which is not who i am.
I thought that my account would be suspended because of it so thought it was the best ting to do.
How do i apologise to the 2 users who i aimed it at?
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Honestly don't worry about it. Stuff like that happens all the time on here, folk sometimes make mistakes or misspeak in anger. It's the internet. As along as we aim to be nicer that's all we can do.
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Thats really good of you to be so understanding.
I also worry what the other users on the Leeds board think.of me if they saw it.
I will take a break from it for a while.
Thanks and take care
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Social media is vile at times, mate.
It's like expecting your wider family to be cool and pc and nice.
Ain't going to happen and you feel let down or betrayed.
Just live your own life mate and look after yourself and those around you.
posted on 15/8/20
Scunner, we all make mistakes and lose our temper.
The good people acknowledge it and apologise. That’s what you have done. Chin up mate.
posted on 15/8/20
comment by Winston (U16525)
posted 30 minutes ago
Scunner, we all make mistakes and lose our temper.
The good people acknowledge it and apologise. That’s what you have done. Chin up mate.
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Agreed.
I have been naughty here, but move here.
Just like life we move on and get better.